This is it.....

Those who hope in the Lord, will renew their strength, they will soar on wings like eagles
who knows, but that you have come to your royal position for a time such as this.

The day has come, my friends, that this blog is coming to a close - I have loved writing these 4/5 blogs - mind you, the one called 'Snippets of Wisdom and Truth' will still be continued in the years to come. But this one found its final day today - (I now will have to read up on how to set up the new one - so you gotta be patient with me).

Yesterday, I felt a huge shift in my life, which was only accentuated today - I have moved on, to higher grounds..... - I can't explain it, but I feel as if things will be falling into place for me to step out in this God-given destiny...... - no clue, what exactly his will look like, even though I have a bunch of ideas (nothing to share just yet, though) - all I know, is, that it will be an amazing ride, and that I am trusting God with my entire heart, mind and soul......, that he knows, what he is doing, for I don't have a clue.

You can probably tell, that I am extremely excited......can't wait to turn the next page and start the new chapter of my life - whatever that may entail..... it may mean so much and so little..... - one thing it means for sure, is that I am letting go of the last bit of the reins regarding my life, and hand them over to him, who has captured my heart from the beginning - my first love, Christ that is!!!

Even though still single here in the natural realm (yes, you are reading this correctly), I had to let go of the relationship I had since March of this year, cause God did want to make sure, that I wasn't settling for second best - that doesn't mean the man, that just means the relationship - I need to have a fully committed relationship, that is what God wants for me, and from me... -  I had settled for less, when I didn't know any better, now I do know better, and I can't do it. I deserve better than that. I need someone, who is willing to surrender his heart to the love of Christ, that flows through me - and that should also flow through the one I am going to grow old with. For now I have this relationship with Christ himself, my eternal husband.....

My prayers have drastically changed over the last months, weeks, even days - when I before would pray like this: Please Lord, do not leave me in this or that circumstance..... - I started praying like that: I thank you, Lord, that you are always with me, and that it's my perception, when I feel separated from your love.......please Lord, open my eyes to see, what you see, to see the truth, that you are always by my side and that you  always are at work on my behalf, help me to see victory, where the world around me sees defeat - help me to realize that you indeed are turning everything that the enemy intended for evil, into the best for all who believe, teach me, to see that this includes me..... - teach me, to let you love me, the way you want to love me, help me to receive all that you have for me..... - to now: Darling, please help me get the children ready for school this morning....., I really want to go to Nashville Tennessee to the Amy Grant Weekend, I know, honey that you can make this happen, even if right now, it doesn't seem feasible..... - yet I trust that you know, what is best, and I trust that you are working in the background, to give me my heart's desire, as I delight in being with you at all times. Oh, Lord, I just love you so much. Thank you for being my eternal husband and the love of my life.....

So, even though I am still single in the natural, I am living this most amazing relationship in the spiritual realm - and by the grace of God, my man will find his way into my life here in the natural - and as I said before: it's not this man or the other, or yet a third - it's him living for Christ the same as I do - I know it will manifest here on earth in his perfect timing. Until this day, I will wait, being busy doing the work that God entrusts me to do to establish his kingdom here on earth, and make a difference in the lives of those he sends my way. 

Okay, my sweet friends, I bid you farewell here - only to greet you on the other side, with a brand new blog on wordpress:  In his Peace 4ever (Encouraging Words).

God  bless you more and more each day - never ever doubt his endless love for you.
Amen