Life is such a great adventure.....I am loving it!!!

Those who hope in the Lord, will renew their strength, they will soar on wings like eagles
who knows, but that you have come to your royal position for a time such as this.

My friends, wow, my life is changing daily into the even better than before - sometimes, I wonder, how this is even possible, as it is already in no way comparable to my life two years ago - if somebody had told me, that the life I  have today, was even possible, I would not have believed it. But here I am a little over two years after having started writing my first blog (September 21, 2011) and I am beyond grateful for all that has transpired in my life since then.

Looking back, I can say, that entrusting my life into God's capable hands and letting go of the reins regarding my life in all areas of being, was the very best thing I could have ever chosen to do - He has so fully changed my life since then, that not for one second do I want these reins back - God is much better at navigating me through this thing called life - now that I consult with him first, before I do something (even today, as I was going on this roller coaster in the kids's section, I had a quick conversation with him, asking him, to hold me tight, and make me feel safe in his arms), he never fails to keep me safe and if he doesn't agree with me doing this or that or the other, I know, he knows best, and I gladly let go.

In the last two years, my little family has gone from frazzled and barely making it alive out of the storms that were raging around us, to a tight knit family, where love abounds and where boundaries are kept and where respect is given and received - none of this was the case back then. 

I give God the glory for all of this, him and I, we are such good friends, we chat all the time, he taught me to listen to the small voice within, which is the holy spirit who provides guidance in all things concerning us, and to obey - and I cannot even fathom, how life was before, when I still tried to do life on my own. 

As Christ says in the bible, my yoke is easy - it sure is, when you learn to trust and obey. He truly takes care of all my burdens, and gives me the greatest treasure: being the one he created me to be, enjoying a life full of fun and joy, while radiating his light into the world - what an awesome team we are - him living through me, using me for his purpose.

I am simply speechless - and I can't wait to find out, what other adventures we will be facing together..... - yet I know, I don't ever have to be afraid again. I am set free to more than I ever imagined possible.

Christ is the one I run to, when life brings challenges, he is the one changing my perspective and my perception - then I am capable of seeing things for what they truly are - this is the very best gift I ever received.

I hope you hear my plea to heaven, that he would liberate every single one of you, reading this blog, to this complete freedom in him.

May he continue to draw you near, may he continue to reveal himself more and more to you, that you may embrace that what he planned for you to have, before time even began.

Amen, my sweet friends, I love you so much - 

be blessed always

Okay, I am still here.....

Those who hope in the Lord, will renew their strength, they will soar on wings like eagles
who knows, but that you have come to your royal position for a time such as this.

Hello my sweet sweet friends, 

I am still here - no new commitment just yet - this morning, in our quiet time, the Lord revealed to me, that yes, he is leading me to new shores, and he has already pointed me in the new direction - but I am still here......so the last blog was not the last. This one might be it - I will keep blogging though, he just wanted to know, if I was willing to let it go, if he asked me to - and y'all know the answer to this: YES, if he wants me to quit, I will, cause I have to be in his will at all times. But when I told him, that yes, I do, he let me keep it, at least for now. The platform however will change. I am to look into another way to do this, and he wants me to use a different provider. You will know, once I have it set up.

The Title of the new blog will be 'encouraging words' (In his peace 4ever) - he is most likely calling me to speak life into you, and to encourage you to step out into your destiny in faith/to walk by faith and not by sight through it - what this is going to look like - no clue, but I am sure, he will make it known to me......I believe it is still going to be a little bit of this and a little bit of that, just like I have been doing it for the last 2 years (can you believe, that it is over two years, that I wrote my first blog ever. At this time, I was still far away from believing that I would ever even find the courage to publish it online, never mind believing that people would actually want to read what I was writing). God saw it, he told me, I want you to be my voice/my pen, you write it and I will send the people, to whom your testimony/story will make a difference in their respective lives.

And he has done it, far beyond my own expectations..... - that's how he does it, he always exceeds our expectations. He wants to bless his children so much, and there are no limits to his blessings, only we ourselves put limitations on his blessings, cause we don't think that we deserve that much..... - friends, I assure you, you are worth that much and more..... - but: seek his kingdom above all else, and then all else will be added onto you. 

His love has blown me away, and he continue to blow me away - and I know, I am about to embark into my biggest adventure yet, and I can't wait to start, yet at the same time, I know, that I have to patiently yet actively wait for him to give me the go ahead, for all else would be going out of his will.....and then that which he has planned as a blessing would turn into a curse.

Done that, been there - not saying that I regret it, cause I still got where I am supposed to be right now, but I could have gotten there with a lot less pain.... - yet gratefully, he is a God of second chances, and he gave me a second chance at living life more abundantly and truly living it for his glory alone.

Yes, my dear friends, trust him, with all your hearts and lean not on your own understanding, but trust that he will make your paths straight and I can promise you, from my own experience over the last years, that he will do that every step of your way, provided that you listen, trust and obey his commands. - Please don't rationalize them away..... - the first impulse (as long as it leads you towards purity of heart and mind, and lines up with his word) is more often than not the thing he wants you to do. Don't ask why, just do it, you will hear his sweet sweet voice more often the more you are obedient to his call - another indication, that it's the voice of God, is: the peace that floods your heart, and the joy that will find it's way into your life. Oh, and never forget the voice of God is never ever condemning - convicting yes, but he will never beat you up for your mistakes, he might discipline you, and ask you to repent/right the wrong you have done, but he will always do it, that you can keep your dignity intact.

That's it for today. I don't know, when and if I will blog here again - it's really going by his command every single day.....so, we'll see. But you got the name of the new blog, and I am sure, if I don't connect here again, before, that the voice of God/the holy spirit will let you know, when it's up and running - he will lead you there..... - if you still need it, that is.

I love you, and I am extremely grateful for your faithfulness and I can't wait to meet you again, when the time is right.

Lifting you up to the throne of God, knowing that he will shine his face upon you, that he will bless you and keep you safe until we meet again.

In his will - Amen

I am simply blown away.....

Those who hope in the Lord, will renew their strength, they will soar on wings like eagles
who knows, but that you have come to your royal position for a time such as this.

I am so deeply in love with Christ, with him, who was in the beginning of creation - today I was facing some issues (nothing major), but I had to go through paperwork and y'all know, how much I hate that type of thing, and again, my filing sucks greatly.....and normally I would have gotten all agitated, impatient and whatever else......today though, I simply told him, that he absolutely had to help me with this, that I needed his eyes to find the documents I needed - and immediately I felt his presence, and I became all peaceful, knowing, that in his strength I can stay calm and focused, until the task is done. I felt incredibly comforted and loved - I knew it: he is my eternal lover and we are living the greatest love of all.

Can you believe that, and not think, that I am absolutely loosing it??? I hope you can - for I am not at all loosing it, God has just renewed my mind - he has literally done a brain transplant - for I am not at all loosing my peace - I am so calm and peaceful inside, no matter, what happens all around me, but at the same time, I am more focused than ever and at all times I feel the love of my life walking alongside me. This truly is heaven.

He has lifted me up, from glory to glory and has made me fully new. I know this might sound crazy, but it is the absolute truth. And was I am writing this, I can't shake the feeling, that I won't be blogging that much longer.....that this passion of mine will lead me into yet a deeper commitment to doing his will - whatever that may be. I don't know, when I will stop blogging, this may actually be the last blog - it feels as if I have arrived at the point, where he wanted me to be, and now we embark on another adventure together......


Maybe this blog will be a means to give you an update on my life with Christ (first it was getting to know him, learning to trust him fully with all my heart, then learning to do his will, no matter what, and now, learning to receive all he has for me) - now In his time he makes all things beautiful Seek first the kingdom of God and all these things will be added unto you!!!5 I found him, realizing that he was here all along, and that he is here to stay, I can't wait to see, what he has planned for me in the future.

I do know, that I will forever be surrendered to his guidance - I don't think I have ever in my life been so fulfilled, so full of purpose and at the same time so completely free to be me, just me, the way I was created to be. God has surely blown me away, with this amazing gift of his eternal love, that he has given me - I never ever thought that this could be reality, but it sure is reality, and I get to live it.

Trust, me, my friends, I am absolutely fine - I have never been more alert and more awake - #godissooogood :) - it seems as if harvest time has finally come.

This girl is the happiest girl in the whole wide world - mainly, because Christ loves me, just as much as I love him, and we forever will be one, no doubt about that anymore......and together we will glorify God forever.

The wisdom and the knowledge he has bestowed upon me over the last years, have proven to be of paramount value - the veil has been torn away, and I found heaven here on earth. Wow, I am more than speechless......completely without words, but my prayer for you today is, that you would trust him with all your hearts, and that even, when everything starts happening backwards to you, and you think, if anybody ever finds out, what Christ would ask you to do, they would absolutely think you flew off the handle of life as it's known by the world around you, before or while this transformation takes hold of you, I challenge you: keep going, keep trusting, he is doing a marvellous thing in and through you.

Trust him, with your heart, you will never ever regret it - that is my promise to you tonight.
Be blessed and I hug you tight, as this might be it for quite a while.......but maybe not, maybe I get to hang out with you for another while - I don't know, but please don't be surprised, if I am not in touch for a while....... - I gotta soak this all in and just be with the one I love, and enjoy his presence to the fullest.

Stand tall in Christ, my friends - receive his blessings - your soul will never be lonesome and or shrivelled up - Christ is with you, wherever you go. And he wants to be your eternal love as well.

Bye for now - be blessed,
Amen

Que sera sera.....

Those who hope in the Lord, will renew their strength, they will soar on wings like eagles
who knows, but that you have come to your royal position for a time such as this.

I am just so blown away over all the things he is showing me these days......the trip to camp with my son's class was a true revelation on so many levels, as have the days since then.....God never stops teaching me to see life as it has been intended to be. My friend Amy Grant's song 'If I could see....' - that's literally what he has been showing me over the course of the last few years, but mainly over the last couple of months. He has shown me, that there is a purpose in everything that happens, even in giving up and letting go.

For many people it's simply impossible to face their fears, because they have been hurt too much.....his mercy helps them to forget that which is too painful to remember. In his time, he will help them to see that it's alright, to show up and face it, because he has taught them to trust him with their hearts, and before that time is there, we have to at all times honour their decision not to show up. This is, why it says in his word, that in his time he makes all things beautiful - in his time, not our time. And timing is key - his timing that is.

This was a major milestone for me.....for it showed me, why I could not do what I am doing now any sooner than when I did it - out of fear (the huge big lie of the devil) - thankfully God had reached in and changed me, that I wanted to show up because nothing was worse than not feeling alive.....my challenges had brought me to the point of no return - it was showing up, growing up and facing it all, or it was going to forever give up and forever let life pass me by - I couldn't take that anymore - it was due to his working inside me, that I finally trusted him again.....

My allergies and other iniquities, such as insecurity or doubting my potential, fear of criticism etc. - all of it a huge pile of hogwash or maybe better the big lie of the father of lies, that I had accepted as truth, that I would never ever be able to stand tall and to stand my ground in life - yet today my soul can stand in the truth and the love of Christ himself. I am so grateful.

Yet I learnt to understand, that not everybody is at that point in their lives, that they are willing to face their fears, sometimes their surroundings hold them back, sometimes it's their own fears or the fears of those around them - but what I also learnt is: God will be with them/us no matter which road they/we're choosing, and what will be will be, in his time and at the moment, when it's right for them.

When you let go, your destiny will still find you - so don't be afraid to let go.....it's a good view from down there, too - not just from above, where the eagles fly...... - and the best thing is, that through it all you will never be forsaken, and nothing can separate you from his love or his plan for you. God is always by your side.

My heart hurts for all of you, who have been sexually abused - and I wish I could take the shame and maybe even guilt away from you, but only God can do that......take it to him, and let him heal your heart.....and he will show you, that it's not your fault - and he will show you, that you can be of help in healing those around you, that have endured similar things in life, that you can actually be an instrument for his work here on earth.

He needs all of us, to do his work here on earth, you are called to be his voice, his hands, feet, his smile and his encouraging word to those who long to hear the music you heard, when you first learnt of his all compassing love for you. He loves you more than you can imagine.

I hope you will open your heart to him and let him heal the wounds in your heart - he knows how, and he wants to be your best friend.....the one you run to, when your heart is heavy and when you want to shout for joy. Trust him with your heart, he will never disappoint you - you will never regret it, this I promise to you today.

Ever since I first heard his song of love and compassion sung to my heart of hearts, this love has grown to a rhapsody in C major for him, the son of God - a song of jubilation.....one that cannot be drowned out by the sounds of the world anymore. The music just keeps growing inside my heart....I can't stop singing love songs to him - and I hear him singing them back to me.

One day we will be together - until that day, I will keep singing his love song to the world.....that who ever sees me, will see him......and praise God. But in it all I am respecting the free will of those that I encounter.

Praying for y'all today - may God shine his face upon you and give you rest. This I pray in the powerful name of Christ

Amen

Speechless

Those who hope in the Lord, will renew their strength, they will soar on wings like eagles
who knows, but that you have come to your royal position for a time such as this.

Hello my friends, it has been an amazing week - good things and bad things happened.....as I guess they happen to all of us everyday.......but I can say, that I am simply amazed at all that I am learning again - all the things that God is revealing to me.

Some of the bad stuff, had it happened last year or even before the summer, would have found me in utter despair, or at least crumbling and for a short while doubting if God was really on my side and with me at all times. But I can say: I've come such a huge and long way - nothing can rob me of this peace that only Christ can give. Even in the midst of dire circumstances, immediately I can feel the holy spirit rein my thought of worry, doubt, despair, yes maybe even fear, in and show me another perspective. Immediately I am prompted to pray, to ask the Lord to show me, what he sees in these circumstances, and at the same time, this intense trust takes hold of me, that he won't ever desert me and that he has my best interest at heart......and that I don't need to understand right now, why he allows this situation to appear. Right away, I know that he must have his reasons and that I will come out of it yet strengthened. Maybe I have to learn to see things still more through the eyes of grace or maybe through this, he is reaching yet 'un alma mas' - one more soul.......

And you know what, that is all fine with me - and ultimately I know, that he knows best anyway. 

My relationship with Christ is such of married couple, I don't do anything without his consent anymore - go wherever he prompts me to go, and I am blessed with the most amazing encounters along the way - how could I not trust him????

Tomorrow I am going on a field trip with my son's grade and I am so excited - we're going to camp (I am excited like a teenager). The best is, that we'll maybe even be able to go swimming, we'll have a bonfire and I bought stuff for smorres - pssssst, it's a surprise for the class :) - I get to go with my best parent friends, so it will be an amazing treat for all of us. I look forward to getting to know my son's classmates even better than I already know them. This is so amazing.

He also very clearly showed me, that if you feel condemned in any shape or form, that's the voice of the devil, as the voice of God is always encouraging, convicting yes, but never condemning. He calls us to be real and authentic, and listen to that small voice, that prompts you to step out in faith and dare things, you never thought you could, out of fear, what other people might think of you..... - but what other people think of you, is not relevant, as long as you are right with God - and that you will always be able to discern by the peace that floods your heart. Because the peace Christ gives surpasses all understanding and is not of this world.

Another thing that I realized, thanks to the revelations God gave me, is that in his kingdom things pretty much work up side down or better right side up, when you compare it to how things work out here in this world. So don't worry, if things start to happen backwards to you ;)

I wish y'all an amazing rest of your day, my friends, however many hours that means for you. I think you are all absolutely amazing, and of immense incredible value to God and his kingdom.

Blessings from my heart to yours always - 
Amen 

Raise up your standards

Those who hope in the Lord, will renew their strength, they will soar on wings like eagles
who knows, but that you have come to your royal position for a time such as this.

Hello my friends - thank you for your prayers, that I requested via Facebook today - today has marked a pretty intense journey for me, but again I was at peace regarding the situation at hand, as I could feel the power of Christ inside myself, and I could feel him moving on my behalf. #praisegod - he is so good to me.

Over the last few days, he has made me aware of three things:

1) That I am at no time to lower my standards - meaning, I have to believe in the dreams he put in my heart and that he will move mountains for me, his precious daughter, that I am not to settle for plan B, if plan A is only a miracle away - for he promises me, that he holds my dreams safe in his righteous right hand. - I am blown away, for he has rectified that which I had started a few months ago: settle for less than his very best for me....... - gladly he took charge of the situation, before it was too far off his plan. His intervention/his message to me, made it even more clear, that at all times I have to keep my hands out of what his plan for me is, for I meddled with his divine plan, due to me getting impatient and trying to figure things out on my own. He made it very clear, that I ought to stay put, be still and know that he is God, and not assume anything out of my own understanding - again claiming, that I trust him with all my heart and lean not on my own understanding. Okay - here I stand with raised hands, saying: Your will be done, not mine - I am willing to hold on to the dreams he placed in my heart, and believe that all things are possible with him and for those who believe.

2) That I, at all times need not worry, that he comes through for me, even in times of uncertainty - today he has proven his presence in my life on a pretty big scale - I was faced with a challenge, which I had never encountered before.......which under a 'normal'/worldly mindset would have thrown me off, and made me worry hugely - but because I am a citizen of heaven and not of this world, I was as calm as can be, and stood my ground, not the least bit nervous or afraid. #praisehim!!!

You might wonder what this situation was, but I cannot disclose that at this point - please trust that it's not relevant, the relevant significance is solely, that he is always by our side, that he never leaves us nor forsakes us, that he guards our hearts and minds and makes our paths straight. Over the course of the last few months, he has proven that in more than one incident. 

3) He has shown me, that I am his precious daughter and that I am clothed in righteousness and dignity - that he is protecting me from the arrows of the enemy always - that no weapon fashioned against me will prosper......, that even if I fail, I am still under his divine protection, because I have followed the guidance of the holy spirit obediently, and because I believe that Jesus died for my sins, that he was raised from the dead and he sits at the right hand of God to judge the living and the dead - but most importantly, that I believe he will return for me, his precious bride, in due time.

He calls us, to continuously raise our standards, to lift the bar higher, because as his ambassadors here on earth, we ought to display excellence and set an example for those around us, that they can see the light, that due to our affiliation with Christ, has been ignited within us.

Over the last months, he has shown me on more than one occasion, how he sees his children here on earth - very often as an answer to a prayer of mine, where I cried out to him, in a difficult situation of persecution or personal attack, and asked him, to please teach me to see what he sees, and to increase my vision of his grace - that I would view life more and more through the eyes of grace than through the eyes of the law. He has granted me that vision, and I am extremely grateful - for all has drastically changed since that moment, when he reached in and removed this huge chunk of conditional mindset of expecting the worst, when things didn't work out the way I had planned them to turn out, and literally renewed my mind. 

He has opened my eyes more and more fully to the fact, that as the enemy is planning our downfall, God is preparing our come back or our break through - and he who resides within us is stronger than he who is in the world. In Christ, the victory is won - all we have to do, is, claim it and receive it.

All else is the lie of the enemy of our soul - but God is in control. Therefore, my friends, I urge you, claim your destiny, don't allow the enemy to trick you into thinking little of yourself. God clothed you in a royal robe for a time such as this - he sees you without blemish and he loves you with a love so fierce, that no one can touch you, diminish you or your destiny - that is why Jesus was made sin for us, and died on the cross, that we would be free and be made righteousness in him. Friends, it's as simple as that - trust it - you are set free, allow grace to flow over and through you, and spread your wings and fly. That's the life, Jesus wants you to have - he wants you to live your life free from guilt and shame, to live it more abundantly in him.

Grab it, my friends, walk in victory and freedom from this day forward, and make sure, that Jesus did not give his life for you in vain.

This is my prayer for you today and always - In the powerful name of Jesus Christ,
Amen

So blessed and so excited :)

Those who hope in the Lord, will renew their strength, they will soar on wings like eagles
who knows, but that you have come to your royal position for a time such as this.

Yesterday was an amazing day my friends, first I went to the fair here in town with my daughter's grade and in the evening we had the 'Back 2 School' BBQ - with an unveiling of the new Library - wow, I was speechless - it's so beautiful - I love the open concept, I love the bright colours - I love all of it :) - the expansion of the school is coming along nicely...... - you can feel the hand of God in all of it - they're even ahead schedule - WOW!!! When you are working in the kingdom of God, that's just what might happen to you...... - do it, it will  be worth it.

I met the teachers of both my children in their classrooms, and that was a huge blessing in itself - but the best is: I get to go to camp with my son's grade this month - yes, finally at this point in my life I get to experience camp for the very first time - for I didn't grow up in Canada, and the concept of camp was not known in Europe - I am so excited :) - I will be packing sleeping bags for the two of us.....and  it'll be amazing......plus I get to go with my best parent friends as chaperons - if you don't call this divinely orchestrated, then I honestly don't know, what is...... #godissooogood!!!

Sometimes it feels as if I am in heaven permanently now - somehow this reminds me of something that I wrote in  my previous blogs, that God promised me, that I won't have to die, to be in heaven with him. Mind you, there are still struggles along the way, and my life still has valleys, but today I know, that I there is a purpose and a gift in it for me, plus I know that the view will be so much more amazing on the next plateau or mountaintop......only to have to go through another valley again.....but literally only to experience yet another, even better and higher plateau/mountaintop.

Life is great, especially since I gave the reins over to the one, who knows, how to navigate me best through this thing called life, #thankyoujesus - now I am helping to build his kingdom here on earth - what a huge blessing - #soexcited.

I love you and I wish you the most amazing weekend yet -
Amen

Let me give you a little bit of background information......

Those who hope in the Lord, will renew their strength, they will soar on wings like eagles
who knows, but that you have come to your royal position for a time such as this.

Hello to you, my faithful friends, and hello to those of you, who just found this blog online - I thought I have to give you a little bit of background information......my previous blogs (http://youschka650220.blogspot.com - Upclose and Personal (In the name of the father), http://youschka.blogspot.com - Yielding to the Spirit (In the name of the father) and http://youschka2013.blogspot.com - Happily Ever After (In the name of the father)) lead you from day one of blogging for myself, cause I was too scared, to publish my blog, even though I knew, that this was, what God wanted me to do....... - almost 2 years ago - to today.....with embracing this endeavour more and more whole heartedly, and with lending my voice/my pen fully to the holy spirit, through the ups and downs of my daily walk with Christ.

I invite you to read these blogs - I have learnt a lot through writing and blogging about my journey to trust him more fully every step of the way - for I know, that every voice matters and our story is important - yours is just as important as mine - God wouldn't have called me to write this, if he didn't want to bless you through it - I pray that my journey may help you, to bypass some of the rough waters I had to walk through, and help you to entrust your life to the one, who knows your heart and who wants to lead you into his kingdom.

But for those of you, who either don't have the desire or time, to read them, here is a bit of background, to bring you up to speed: I started this blog, when I hit rock bottom, with my son having been diagnosed somewhere on the autistic spectrum, with a slight ADHD and some aspects of Aspergers Syndrome......he was almost expelled from school, due to his inability to deal with stress, and loosing his ground and being very aggressive towards his peers and teachers - even to me. Thanks to God providing an amazing school, and strategically placing key persons around him......with myself deciding, that medication such a #Ritalin, was not the way to solve this problem, but realizing, that I had to face my fears and the issues, I had pushed deep into the crevices of my heart, and to finally grow up and take ownership of my life and all the choices I made. 

All this could not have happened, had God not worked within me, and had taken me by the hand, and showed me that I could trust him with a) my heart and b) with my immediate family. Through my diving into the word of God and through my training to be a Psychotherapist/Couch, and with God placing people in my life, that were willing to be my pillars of strength, that I could lean on, when nothing else would hold me......I stepped into my new life with one direction: Victory in Christ.

The blogs mentioned above show you, how I grew in my faith and how we as a family got stronger and how I grew up to be a mature child of God. Today, the enemy/satan can not scare me anymore and I can stand up for myself and for what I believe. The glory for all this is found in Christ working inside of me, strengthening me through the storms of life that threatened to drown me throughout my journey - sickness, judgement and criticism of others, persecution because my faith is very controversial in many aspects, me doubting the anointing and the promises of God, when the arrows where pointed at me. 

They also tell you about a love to someone I met many years ago, that I thought was the one that God had for me.......well, we didn't work out - at least not until now, but God has set me free from hanging on to something, that was very real, and still is today, because he has shown me, that yes, he had planned it that way, but there is still this thing called 'free will' that God can't take away, therefore the person has to subject to his guidance or the guidance of the holy spirit freely. I was asked several times, to surrender my will and my desire to see his perfect plan regarding this man unfold in the here and now. 

Today I know, that this man and Christ are one (for it is in the fully surrendered state of being, when we submit to him whole heartedly), that we meet our eternal husband - the eternal husband is when we meet Christ in the mate God brought into our lives (you might want to read 'Longing to meet Jesus face to face' in my blog 'Yielding to the Spirit, or 'Happily Ever After' in my blog 'Upclose and Personal' - to find a deeper insight into that topic).

This year around Valentine's I was led again, to completely surrender this burning desire to be united with my twin heart in the here and now, I shed a lot of tears, but I did let go - shortly thereafter I was reconnected with a man I've met a quarter century ago, and we have been enjoying a wonderful relationship, albeit long distance, since - I don't know, where this is going, that's okay, as long as I know, that God is in control. I trust him  with all my heart.......this summer, when I felt lonely, cause we couldn't spend one weekend together as we had originally planned, I learnt, that it's not about the person, it's about the spirit and soul of both partners surrendered to the guidance of the holy spirit, that's when this true love happens, that we all, deep in our hearts, long for. Yet it's coming home to Christ, your first love. So the weekend that I anticipated to be a very sad and lonely one, actually was an amazing one, spent with #theloverofmysoul in God's kingdom. That's when I realized that he was always right here with me - and that separation is only the lie of the world.

God has shown me, that I am living this amazing relationship already in my heart - Christ's heart beats in mine, and mine in his - with his heart in mine I can be bold and I can stand tall, even if I sometimes want to hide away from all the demands of this world called life......there are moments, when I am still lonely in the here and now, because I am still carrying the load alone, but in the spirit I don't anymore. So until God unites me with the one, that matches my love for him (Christ) here for a committed relationship, I will continue walking in his will, and trust that he will surround me with people that will help me carry the load. As much I as would love to have the 'happily ever after' with my twin heart in the here and now, I am willing to wait until heaven, if that's what it takes.

My twin heart is and always will be the one, that God brought my way all these years ago, but as I wrote in 'A valuable lesson in the heartache' in my most recent blog 'Happily Ever After', we may just not end up together this side of heaven, because that means both of us surrendered......yet eternity belongs to us - that's God's promise to me! God freed me from the false belief, that I couldn't be happy with another ('I am a believer of twin hearts and timeless love') - and that this kind of love was not mine to find in this life (see "Sick and tired of being strong for others....' -  both posts of my blog 'Yielding to the Spirit (In the name of the father)). 

What I have learnt in the past, is, that God doesn't want me to be alone in this thing called life anymore, and I trust his guidance in all areas of my life, including the area of love. And he has blessed me greatly with amazing encounters over the summer, but the best so far is, that I know, Christ truly is always by my side, he is calling  me his beloved bride and he longs to be united with me, as much as I long to be united with him. I am his, but he is mine, too - so I know, it's only a matter of his timing, that we will be together for real and we'll be able to live the 'happily ever after' in the here and now - it's a matter of finding a willing vessel - that's all!!!

Okay, friends, this has been a long one, but I felt lead to give you these insights, as some of what I am writing may not make sense to all of you - I hope it does now.

Blessings from my heart to yours - 
Amen

That's what he does: he takes you to the right place at exactly the right moment!!! ❤

Those who hope in the Lord, will renew their strength, they will soar on wings like eagles
who knows, but that you have come to your royal position for a time such as this.

He will absolutely make sure, that you are where you ought to be at exactly the right moment. He did it for me this summer so many times - I wanted to share this special moment with you - I was walking around Zurich with the one I love, when this beautiful Glockenspiel started to play - it felt as if it played just for me - I have been at this same spot many many years ago, and I remember the feeling I had then...... - I have missed listening to something like that - my daddy knew that I subconsciously missed it incredibly and would be immensely blessed by walking right into it.

He will do it for you - open your eyes and ears to all the blessings he places in front of you - like a beautiful sunset, a beautiful flower, the sound of birds in your ear.....a heart shaped stone, to speak of his love for you. 

Please, my friends, I urge you, to awaken to all he has for you - never be too busy, to see the tremendous love he has for you!!!

#beblessed today and always - here it is: The Glockenspiel in Zurich - just for you.
From my heart to yours

http://youtu.be/Yxkv6I86QPo


God is sooo good - I hope you find this greatest love of all inside your heart.......I hope my testimony can help you find it today.

I love y'all dearly and I pray for you today and always - may God bless you more each day, as we learn to receive all he has for us, and step into our destiny and claim our rightful place, as sons and daughters of the king of kings.

Amen